How many times have I said I wish the world could stop for just a minute? Through hardships, heartbreaks, grieving times, and here we are at a full stop. I can still feel the inertia running through my body as it wants to keep going. I find my mind spinning instead of it resting in … Continue reading Forced Sabbath
When my eyes are on myself, it is only me I see. If my eyes are on You, then it is with You I long to be.
This has been the year of learning for me. At every turn it's something, like I am in a room with a bunch of light bulbs and every so often a new one turns on. It reminds me of parenting, the seasons, where our children aren't ready developmentally to understand what we are teaching them, … Continue reading Refining “Matalie”
When things get rough and tough I seek support, human support, I think it is only human to do so. Yes, I go to God too, but I seek a person to talk it out with, a friend to understand me, I don't want to be or feel alone. I search for security in this … Continue reading empty gods
Have you ever gotten to the place of what's the use? Have you ever felt like all is just not going to go your way anyway, so why even pray? Back story...I felt like I was called to the table, morning time with the Lord, about a year ago from 6:00 a.m. to 7:00 a.m. … Continue reading Stones, Stones, Stones
"Happy Birthday Mommy! You are half way to 80!" Said my eleven year old daughter. "Thank you?" I think. I turned the big 40 last year, and some of my friends told me it was different than all the other birthdays, so I was excited to find out what it meant for me. I am … Continue reading The Great Abide